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They’ve been getting bad for the past couple weeks out of nowhere and I just hate it.

They’ve been getting bad for the past couple weeks out of nowhere and I just hate it.

Watching HIMYM again on Netflix for like the 5th time because I have no other life…also insomnia.

Watching HIMYM again on Netflix for like the 5th time because I have no other life…also insomnia.

This…

This…

So…

I haven’t posted in a long time. Kinda avoided it for a while but I’ve since relapsed and it sucks.

liv-ing-dead:

you-re-already-dead-inside:

darkness-owns-me:

make-me-unbroken21:

Who else?

Yes, I will

2nd September..

I’m here if you need someone to talk to x

liv-ing-dead:

you-re-already-dead-inside:

darkness-owns-me:

make-me-unbroken21:

Who else?

Yes, I will

2nd September..

I’m here if you need someone to talk to x

An oldie but I need to do this

The following survey is old (both in its original creation and me completing it), but it’s still relevant to my life and I feel like I need to post it.  So, here we go: 

My cutting asignment

Age?

21

Sex?

male

Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc)

I guess I’m a prep, but I smoke weed and drink.

How long have you been cutting?

At least 4 years

Favorite tool?

Razor blade

Where (place) do you cut (school, home, etc.)?

Home (bedroom)

Do you have to wear long-sleeves & long-pants all the time?

Usually, yeah.

Do you cut on your stomach, or chest?

Yes my stomach

Are your legs, arms, & other body parts covered in scars?

Arms

What’s your favorite excuse to use when someone asks about a cut?

Don’t have one, I’ve always randomly had cuts show up throughout my life so it’s no big deal.

Have you ever been hospitalized because of your cutting?

no

when was the last time you cut?

A few hours ago.

Off the top of your head, about how many scars do you have?

At least 50

Do you have (diagnosed) depression, and/or bipolar/bpd?

No, but I’m almost positive I have bipolar and I know I’m depressed. I don’t need to be labeled.

Who knows you cut?

my twitter followers, and a couple friends

Have you ever been caught cutting?

no

Have your parents ever confronted you about a bloody sleeve, or towel?

no

Did you have a good childhood?

it wasn’t awful, but it wasn’t great either.

Why do you cut?

Because I love the relief for a bit I feel like my life isn’t as bad..

Do you want to stop cutting (but can’t because of addiction)?

No, I don’t. Sorry to the people who hate me for it but I don’t. It’s what keeps me grounded, and alive.

Do you like cutting?

I fucking love it

How many times have you tried to commit suicide?

twice but i think about killing myself every day

What are your views on cutting, and other self-injury?

I feel like people have their reasons, for me it’s because I bottle up my emotions, and cutting is what lets them out.

Do you like watching movies with self-injury?

Sometimes

Do you like looking at photos of self-injury?

Not really.

Do you sometimes envy other people (non-self-injurers)?

Meh, not really.

Have you ever taken any pictures of your cuts/scars?

Yes.

Do you want to die?

Most days.

Have you ever done a school assignment on cutting, or self-injury?

No

What do you like to listen to while cutting/depression/etc.?

Every Avenue, 3DG, A7X, etc.

Have you ever needed stitches from cutting?

No.

Do you dream about cutting?

Not really.

What do you use to bandage your cuts?

nothing I just use a paper towel or towel to clean the blood up.

liebe17:

Or a boy… Or anyone. Just stop using that word altogether

liebe17:

Or a boy… Or anyone. Just stop using that word altogether

These past few days I’ve been happier than I’ve been in years.  I finally met the girl of my dreams; she’s everything to me and I’m everything to her.  We just started dating but it’s one of those feelings you get when you just know you’re in it for the long haul.  I love you Megan Elizabeth Moore <3